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POOR JEALOUSY

Poor jealousy!
Forgive her,
She is living in the wrong home:
Mind-insecurity.
If she wants to live in the heart,
Then the heart will give her
Its magnanimity-light.



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THE SIGN OF A GOD-HEART

To cry
For earth-pleasure
Is the sign of a little heart.
To smile
At earth-frustration
Is the sign of a big heart.
To surrender
And then cry or smile
As soul-necessity demands
Is the sign of a God-Heart.

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WISDOM

Cave-wisdom: renounce!
Palace-wisdom: announce!
God-wisdom:
Accept, transform and together smile!



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THE MOUNTAIN-SMILE

The mountain-smile
Is a smile in which you see the height
Transcending its own heights,
The illumination transcending its own illuminations.

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I SHALL SMILE

When my dry logic dies,
I shall secretly smile.
When the philosopher in me
Surrenders to the seeker in me,
I shall openly smile.



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INSIDE HIS SMILE

He smiled and gave me the answer
To my lifes query.
Inside his smile I saw only one thing:
I, too, eternally need you.




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HE CAME, HE LEFT

He came
Because he needed
Earth-tears
To be dynamically brave.
He left
Because he needed
Heaven-smiles
To be soulfully beautiful.

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LORD, DO TEACH ME!

Lord, I do not know.
Do teach me!
Son, first unlearn
What you have so far learned.
I shall then
Not only teach you
But also make you another God
Like Me.

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EARTH-NAME, HEAVEN-NAME

My earth-name
Is Heavens necessity-reality.
My Heaven-name
Is earths responsibility-reality
And earths surrender-divinity.

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YOU, TOO, HAVE A PLACE

You are the doubter
And the teeming doubts;
Therefore nobody needs you.
But I love you
Because you too
Have a place at Gods Feet
To sing your transformation-song.




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WHEN

O my earth, when will you smile?
O my Heaven, when will you cry?
O my God, when will You appear?
When earth smiles,
I see.
When Heaven cries,
I feel.
When God appears,
I become.



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AGAIN AND AGAIN

I shall come here again and again
To love Gods Feet of Light
Because
They are Compassion-Beauty,
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WHEN I FEEL THE PULL

When I feel the pull
Of desire
My weak vital surrenders
To nothingness black.
When I feel the pull
Of aspiration
My strong heart surrenders
To oneness white.




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YOU TRUST ME

You trust me, dont you?
I assure you,
I shall never fail you.
I trust myself, dont I?
If I do not
Then I shall start right now,
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I AM DYING

Lord, save me,
I am dying.
Son, smile!
I, too, am dying
With you and for you.



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THE REALISATION OF LIFES MISTAKES

The realisation of lifes mistakes
Is painful
But unavoidable.
Today you realise
Your follies;
Tomorrow you will realise
That perfection is what
You wanted
And perfection is what
You undoubtedly have.




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HIS COMPASSION-SMILE

His Compassion-smile
Tells me
He can give me unconditionally
And I can receive Him
Unreservedly.

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WHEN YOU SCOLD ME

When you scold me
I love you infinitely more,
Because at that time you feel
That I can after all
Become something really good,
Divine, supreme
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PURITY

Purity: a thought-light
That shakes mankind,
Transforms mankind,
Glorifies mankind
And fulfils God
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NOW THE TRUTH-SECRET IS OUT

Now the truth-secret is out:
God really needs me.
Now the truth-secret is out:
Gods satisfaction entirely depends
On my oneness-height with Him.

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WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

O Lord, where have You been?
I have not seen You for a long time.
But son, I have all along seen you.
Where?
In your self-imposed insecurity.

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THE GIVER

You give joy to all;
Therefore you are great.
You give love to all;
Therefore you are good.
You give God to all;
Therefore you are another God,
At least to me.



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HE PROMISED TO RETURN

He promised to return and he will:
Not with compassion like last time
But with a sword for world-redemption.



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WHEN YOU INSULT ME

When you insult me
I love you infinitely more,
Because I know then that
You need my service:
Perfection-service, of course.



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BEGINNING AND CONCLUSION

Your beginning was precarious.
Your conclusion will be
Precious,
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EXPERIENCE-GAIN

There is no loss:
It is all experience-gain.
Believe it or not,
You will realise it is true
Long before you start
Consciously sailing
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WHAT DOES AMERICA HAVE?

What does America have?
It has everything
Except one thing:
Relaxation-taste in perfection-test.

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THE COURAGE TO TRY

When you have
The courage to try,
You have everything,
For God-revealing Reality
Loves you and needs you.




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GOD-POWER

Faith-power I use to achieve.
Love-power I use to become.
God-power I use to surrender.
To whom?
God the Compassion-Height
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O WALLS OF HISTORY

O walls of history,
Let me pass through you.
I shall see only the truth in you.
I shall distribute only
The delicious reality-sweets of you
To the world around me.



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THE CHILDREN LOVE HIM

The children of the West love him
Because he talks about God.
The children of the East love him
Because he knows God.



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GOD-LOVE, SELF-LOVE

I love God
Because He is great and good.
I love myself
Because I need God,
And nobody else. Never!

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WHEN HE APPEARS

When He appears everything clears up.
When He appears everybody cheers up.
When He appears
Everybody nears not only the Goal
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DO NOT GIVE UP!

Happy days are yet to come.
Do not give up!
Happier days are bound to come.
Do not give up!
Happiest days will be fast approaching you.
Do not give up!

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TO CONQUER, TO WIN

To conquer the night what I need
Is my souls light-power.
To win the day what I need
Is my lifes dedication-power.

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I LOVE YOUR HEART-BEAUTYS CRY

Dear America,
I love your heart-beautys cry
Because it needs me.
And I need it, too!
It needs me openly
And I need it unmistakably.

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DO YOU NEED ME?

I do not know what to say to you.
You have been so kind to me.
Do tell me one thing: Do you need me?
I need you and I shall always need you
Because your need of me
Is well-founded and well-informed.

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EXCEPT ONE THING

Nothing is boring except one thing:
Incapacity.
Nothing is soaring except one thing:
Satisfaction-necessity.



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GODS ONENESS

Gods greatness
Puzzles me.
Gods goodness
Fascinates me.
Gods oneness
Satisfies me
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I NEED GOD

I like God.
He is so kind to me.
I love God.
He is so blind to me.
I need God.
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THE REAL IN MYSELF

At last I submit to the real in myself.
What is the real in myself?
My love-worlds
Oneness-delight with God.



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THE BEAUTY OF MY DREAM

The beauty of my dream tells me,
Seeker, I have come to love you.
You are only of God
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MINDS EYE, HEARTS EYE

In his minds eye there is no reality
In Gods Creation-Breath.
In his hearts eye there is nothing
And there can be nothing
Save and except reality all-where.

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HEARTS ECSTASY-FLOOD

Not to love God is the pain of the heart.
To love God and to make God feel
He is loved and needed
Always and always
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O SLEEPLESS SOUL

O sleepless soul,
Because you are brave you are great,
Because you are sincere you are good,
Because you so unreservedly give
You are perfect, absolutely perfect.



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THE BEST

Poise,
You are the best of me.
Purity,
You are the best in me.
Perfection,
You are the best for me.



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DARK THOUGHTS HAVE RETURNED

Former dark thoughts have returned
Therefore I am dying in grief
And I am crying to end the noise-wheel
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FEAR AND DOUBT

Fear frightens me.
What is fear?
A self-imposed torture.
Doubt devours me.
What is doubt?
An unconscious destruction-poison.



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UNWILLING

You are
Unwilling to be fed by God.
He is
Unwilling to be fed by God.
I am unwilling to be seen
By Gods Justice-light
But I am eagerly longing to be seen
By Gods Compassion-Might.



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WHO WRITES HIS DREAMS?

Who writes his dreams?
God the Creator.
Who publishes his dreams?
God the Preserver.
Who distributes his dreams?
God the Fulfiller,
God the eternal Lover.

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MY LIFES SONG

O Lord,
In Your Hearts Joy
My lifes song begins,
And in my hearts suffering
My lifes song ends.



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DESPAIR IS STRONG

Despair is not weak;
It is strong.
It fights against our hope.
It fights against our determination.
It fights
Even against our hearts conviction-light.



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AFRAID TO FIGHT?

Afraid to fight?
How then are you going to win
In the battlefield of life?
Afraid to fight?
How then are you going to wear
The garland of victory?
Afraid to fight?
How then can God-Perfection manifest itself
In and through you in the battlefield of life?
Be not afraid to fight!
Fight for Truth
And surrender to Truth alone.

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HIS LIFE IS APPRECIATED

His complete simplicity-life
Is appreciated by his dear ones.
His complete sincerity-life
Is appreciated by all those who know him.
His complete purity-life
Is loved by all those who need
An iota of purity-breath.



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O NEVER-WORKING BODY

O never-resting mind,
Do take rest for some time,
For you really need some rest.
O never-working body,
Do work for some time at least.
You do need to work.
You have rested beyond your necessitys satisfaction.
Be active!
Rest no more!
Sit for the test of life!
Manifest God-Beauty in and through yourself!



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DONT THINK OF THE PAST!

Dont think of the past!
You will be forced to enter
Into the chaos of thought.
You will be forced to enter
Into the chaos of passion.
You will be forced to enter
Into the dust of lifetimes.
You will be forced to play the role
Of Eternitys most deplorable beggar.

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THE PATH OF SATISFACTION-LIGHT

Begging is not good.
Asking is not good.
Demanding is not good.
Then what is good?
Loving and becoming the Oneness-Reality
For the path of satisfaction-light
Is good, always good.

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CHERISHED DREAM AND CHERISHED REALITY

I always cherish a dream
And that dream is the dream
Of self-determination.
I always cherish a reality
And that reality is the reality
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GOD DANCED AND DANCED

When my minds innocence and my minds virtue
Met together
God danced and danced and danced.
He completely forgot
How to walk anymore,
How to run anymore;
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JOY IS MY NAME

Joy was my name
When I thought that I loved God
More than anybody else.
Joy is my name
When I think that God loves me
More than He loves anybody else.
Joy shall be my name
When I can think that Gods Love-distribution
Is for God to decide
And not for my human longing.



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AN INNOCENT TEAR-DROP

An innocent tear-drop of humanity
Killed me.
An infant fear-drop of humanity
Killed my heart.
A fraction of a doubt-smile of humanity
Killed my life.



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YOU LIVE FOR ME

My Lord,
In exchange for the tears of my sorrow
You have given me Your loving
And living Presence.
My Lord,
You live not for Yourself
But You live for my lifes satisfaction-smile
In the tears of my ever-climbing heart.



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THE HEART OF SORROW

His is the heart of sorrow.
His is the heart of tears.
He longs to learn the oblivion-song.
Alas, his life-boat is tied
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THE OTHER SHORE OF LIFE

The other shore of life
Is beautiful.
Who says so?
The dissatisfied vital.
The other shore of life
Is meaningful.
Who says so?
The intelligent mind.
The other shore of life
Is perfection-satisfaction.
Who says so?
The doubter-hater of this shore.




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EXPLORE

Explore your mind.
There is much that you will be able to discover.
Explore your vital.
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HIS DAYS SLIP BY

All his days slip by
In lethargy-black.
All his days slip by
In incapacity-brown.
All his promise-joy slips by
In oblivion-swoon.
Yet he cherishes the expectancy
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GRACE

Sincerity cures all disgrace.
Purity revives all Grace.
Humility immediately adds to Grace.
Surrender to God-Will
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THE BEST THING TO DO

To doubt Gods existence
Is a fatal flaw.
To doubt ones own existence
Is an unforgivable flaw.
To love oneself divinely
Is a real thing to do.
To love God before
One loves oneself
Is by far the best thing
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DESIRE-LIFE, ASPIRATION-LIFE

Desire-life still cries in you.
You want to know what you can do?
You can love your aspiration-life
Infinitely more.
Desire-life will become jealous
Of your aspiration-life
And will leave you once and for all.

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A THOUSAND SIGHS

It is a thousand sighs
That break the promise-light
Of our divinitys beauty
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GODS PRIDE

Who was Gods pride?
The searching man.
Who is Gods pride?
The crying man.
Who will be Gods pride?
The cheerfully surrendering man.



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THE VICEROY IN ME

Human reasons viceroy is in me;
Its name is justice.
Divine compassions viceroy is in me;
Its name is truth-climbing progress.



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THE RUNNERS

I run to death
Unafraid.
Death runs to me
Unconcerned.
God runs to me
Smilingly.
God runs to death
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THREE STEPS TO GREATNESS

Three steps to greatness:
He loves the worlds helplessness.
He becomes the worlds sincerity
He sacrifices all his light
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BEAUTY, RESPONSIBILITY AND NECESSITY

Beauty: the heart
Of humanity.
Responsibility: the soul
Of divinity.
Necessity: the life
Of Immortality.

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I SHALL END MY LIFE-SONG

I shall end my life-song with a million sighs
Unfulfilled, unappreciated
And even unheard.

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TWO THINGS I NEED

Two things I always need:
The consolation of my imagination
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COMPASSION AND PERFECTION

Divine Compassion: what is it?
The sanctuary of human incapacity.
Divine Perfection: what is it?
The dream-reality of God-Capacity.



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YOU MUST BECOME

You must live,
Therefore you must love.
You must love,
Therefore you must become.
You must become.
Why?
To please God and His oneness with you.



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HEAR ME!

Hear me!
I shall break your stupidity-casket
And your divinitys satisfaction-door.

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EVERYONE IS GOOD

Everyone is good,
Including the animal in me.
Why?
Because it admires the human in me.
Everyone is good,
Including the human in me.
Why?
Because it feels a conscious need
Of the divine in God.



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SURRENDER-LIFE

Love-life never dies.
Devotion-life ever lives.
Surrender-life transcends
Both death and life.
It lives in the heart
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CONSOLATION

He sat at the foot of the sky for consolation.
He sat in the heart of the sky for consolation.
He sat on the top of the sky for consolation.
No consolation!
At last he made his conscious oneness
With God-life perfect.
In his service-light he received
Not only consolation-illumination
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CONFESSION

Confession, if it is reluctant,
Is worse than useless.
Confession, if it is forced,
Is worse than useless.
Confession spontaneous, the self-giving reality,
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HIS LIFE ON EARTH

His very life on earth
Is the soul of discipline-light.
His very heart on earth
Is the smile of perfection-height.
His very body on earth
Is the singleness of Gods living Purpose
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YOU ARE REALLY GREAT

Your intuition-mind
Is really great.
Your sacrifice-heart
Is really great.
Your perfection-concern
Is really great.
Your oneness-life with the world at large
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MY COMRADE ETERNAL

I do not doubt;
Therefore my Master is my comrade eternal.
I do not fear;
Therefore my Master and my boat
Easily take me to the shores
Of the ever-transcending Beyond.



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DO YOU KNOW?

Humility,
Do you know that you are always safe?
Purity,
Do you know that you are in Gods very Heart?
Sincerity,
Do you know that through you
God the Eternal Dreamer
And God the Eternal Fulfiller Sees?

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THOSE WHO NEVER SLEEP

Many are there
Who sleep too much.
Very few are there
Who do not sleep enough.
Again, there are those who never sleep at all.
Theirs is the continuous search
For God-oneness, for God-perfection,
For Eternitys God-embrace.

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O LIGHT OF COMPASSION

O Light of Compassion,
Your miracle-breath is spreading smiling fragrance.
Tomorrow without fail
I shall win the tug-of-war against ignorance-night.
Why?
Just because today You have claimed me
As Your very own;
Just because today I have claimed You
As my very own,
O Light of Compassion.



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GIANT HEART, GIANT EYE

Earth has a giant heart.
It can tolerate everything,
It can assimilate everything.
Heaven has a giant eye.
It can see everything,
It can purify everything,
It can enlighten everything.

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DONT SAIL IN THE DOUBT-BOAT

Dont sail in the doubt-boat.
If you do, you are bound
To reach the soundless shore.
Dont sail in the doubt-boat.
If you do, you are bound
To meet with nadir-darkness
And slumbering inconscience-cry.

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GOD REALLY LOVES YOU

Do not argue with God.
He really loves you.
Do not criticise God.
He really loves you.
Set aside your pride.
Lo, God has set you free.



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DO NOT SLAY YOURSELF

Do not slay yourself.
Do not kill yourself.
Your Lord will not only save you
But illumine and immortalise you.
Do not slay yourself.
Do not kill yourself.
Your Lord has given you your life.
Your body and soul
Are of His own Silence-Light.



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WHEN YOU HAVE SET ASIDE YOUR IGNORANCE

When you have set aside your pride,
Then God will definitely show you
Special affection.
When you have set aside your doubt,
Then God will definitely claim you
As His very own.
When you have set aside
Your love of ignorance-night,
Then God will definitely immortalise you
By revealing
Your all-illumining Goal to you.



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BE A BELIEVER

If your faith is narrow
You cannot have a naked sword
To stab the pride of ignorance.
Be a believer, a God-believer
Through your love-life,
Devotion-breath,
Surrender-heart.
God will not only lighten your task
But also enlighten your path.



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GODS BIRTHDAY PRESENT

On my birthday
God came to me
And answered a question of mine:
God, what do you do all the time?
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I do nothing but listen,
Listen to the worlds deplorable fate
And ever-changeable fate
And to Heavens satisfaction-glory
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MASTERY

Mastery is a great thing!
Unless I reach the liberty-goal,
How can I acquire mastery?
Or unless I am always alive in You,
How can I acquire mastery?



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GIVE NOTHING AWAY

Give nothing away.
Not even ignorance,
For the transformation of ignorance
Can be and is the extended perfection
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